Realization, awareness can be so subtle. If one is expecting a miracle or divine intervention one may be disappointed. The so called realization may be so subtle that we even fail to notice this change in our daily life situations.
My home sweet home. I have wandered far away from my home. I must have left home several years ago that I don't even have a distant memory of my home now. I want to get back to my sweet home. I do not know how to get back. I am confused and I am lost.